boys don't cry

But i did it this afternoon..
As a boy,it is very very embarasing..

But..
Is it a sin when a boy become melancolic?
Is it wrong when a boy drop tears?

I didn't know what this called in my heart..
It really aching..

I used to cry for something that very principle..
But howcome she, Susi Rosiana Mboeik, could make me so blue?
I cried because I did hurt her last night..
I cried because I am so stupid..
I cried for a girl that special to me..
I cried because I could not be such a good boy to her..
I cried for tears she dropped to me..
I cried for afraid LOOSING her..

I don't know what should I do to make it up again...
I hope she will give me a second chance..
I'll pray to us..
I do LOVE HER..

I'll pray that boys don't cry..
But let me be a "human" this afternoon..
A human who have a heart..

I DO REALLY REALLY SORRY SUSI..


Love u..